Stories of my holidays 2.

Let me continue,

Tues

Went swimming with these peeps.

At night went pasar malam with 

MeiYen, Ixin, LiSin.

Oh no, she bang. LOL

Wed.

Account tuition canceled,

Maths tuition teacher sick = canceled.

How? Stone at home la! =.=

Chat with this fellow-ksy.

HAHA! from 11pm chat till 3am.

Then continue skype with Tekyi & other peeps.

Thursday

Went to movie with Wantan, Jen & HC.

PIRANHA!

wuatafak movie!

damn funny weih.. LOL

but i wonder why no one is laughing when we're laughing ==

Then volleyball with jen till 8pm+

nahhh!

THIS IS FUCKING SCARING!

My brother brought his phone and went back to asrama.

My dad's phone is off.

My mum's phone ringtone isnt like that.

And I dont know who the heck's phone rang!

for 6th times. 

SCARED me! fuck!

Friday
A sleepy day =.=
Wanna go swimming with Jer, KP, Milo, MK & Joel.
But no girl company me!
And Im afraid to go in the toilet alone.
End up sleep at home. LOL

Saturday & Sunday

Stupid weekend. I fucked up everything. I scolded Hou. The way he settle his things was so wrong and he's angry with me. Im trying to help him and i dont mean to scold him. I dotes him all the time. Haihh... Then, my devices. ALL DEAD! WTF! I cant help out Ben for the camp. So sorry.. I try to fix and keep on trying but still... dead =.= I never give up trying till at night although I know he doesnt need my help anymore. A lot of things come after me in one time. I cant handle it and these make me so depressed. Till now I still haven settle it. No idea how to settle! ._______.

Stay tune for next update. =)

With Loves,

CPL. 

Stories of my holidays.

Holiday Programmes ended on Wed.

Wonderful Morning + Afternoon with em.

Freezeeee evening with meiyen and ixin at BR. 

Young midnight food hunting with my dad and brother =.=

Having fun after work till 2.30am.

This was insane!

I almost puke at Boston =.=

I like this photo a lot.

Her tongue and my face expression. rofl!

Look at my stupiak smile.

Its like I enjoy hugging her? =.=

No, she's not nice to hug!

Like hugging skeleton only. ='(

I prefer her form 5 size. lol

Spent my evening with em. =)

Stone at home the whole Saturday.

I should go work but I denied.

Im so boring so

I did something stupid and 

It flashed back.........

The days we had together.

Then Im hungry.

Went to hunt for burgers.

12.30am McD Drive Thru.

Again, I memalukan sendiri =.=

Sleep~

Then I dreamt of you.

It rewind back a lot.

Stupiak day with fcuking CB feeling!

Learning how to zi pai =.=

(If you can see the tears in my heart...)

Spent my afternoon and evening with Jen, Wangu & ?

Lepak around and volleyball.

Went to Taipan yam cha with Keys.

NAHH! She's unlucky.

Im sad so I released my sadness on her. >.<

Went Sing K today.

Sad songs make me more sad.

High songs Im like not motivated at all.

but last few minutes I still high-ed.

Now...

Im like that.

I hate myself being so miserable.

And I know....

You're just a memory.

I realized that I was 14 that time not 15.

Oh, wtf!

What happen to me?

Story from Thurs-Mon ended.

With Loves,

CPL. 

Past Future Now.

Don’t regret your past. Don’t get caught up in your future. 

Instead.. 

Remember your past. Love it, because it made you who you are today. Be inspired about what is to come because you will surely be there some day but most of all love where you are right here and now, because you will never be right here in this now ever again. Life is precious. Appreciate the little things and see the beauty in the air you breathe. Take advantage of every opportunity you have to experience more of life. Meet everyone that you can. Do NEW things! Just live!! Life is about inspiration. Somehow, its like posing for pictures. We pose the way we want to be seen by others. But stolen shots are better =) Why? Because they capture who we really are ma~ 

Went for a random outing and I had my debut accident experience. It somehow shocked me and I think a lot of craps. Who knows I'll be here today, who knows maybe I'll die that day. HA! No one knows right?

Holidays started. Lol. Seriously, I study nothing. Keep on Tumblr Tumblr~ Im in love with it! Nice blog I have! Woots! RAWR! Who wanna bring me to the beach? I wanna play kite! xD Oh yeah, PodPod is no longer mine anymore. =) I got to say bye with it. Thanks for lighting up my days. I love you. Treat your new owner like how you treat me. Dont miss me! *LOL! sick till Insane!* Im helping Hou selling his Ipod Touch too. Who's interested? hehe, I success to wash his brain for not selling 480. He's a giam siap boy. LOL!

bibobibo~ bi ba BOOM! 

I'll broke soon! I left few hundreds only. Wonder its enough for the new Ipod or not. Keys wanna borrow money from me again. I always failed to wash her brain! Fuck! She's spending a lot and not saving! Im trying my best not to go out with her every night dy. Some day I gonna sell her Gucci bag =.=ll because of her! I cant buy my FRED PERRY! What to do? She's the only cousin sister I have on my dad's side. FRED PERRY~ =(

Cecelia Ahern's novels is killing my wallet! urghhhhhh!! bodoh! how come got such amazing writer la!

With Loves,

CPL =)

Homosexual

Yeah, Homosexual. My title. I knew many people out there discriminate Homosexual. Being honest, last time I did too until I met my Taiwan friends. They're gay. I was shocked when I knew. But after having trips with them, I changed my mind. I greet them with my best wishes. Hey, Gay/ Lesbian? Its LOVE okay. Who says boy cant fall with a boy?  Who says girl cant fall with a girl? Who tell you all this kind of shit? If both are happy to enjoy each others company, then who i am to dictate their bedroom code? 21st Century man! Dont stay in your oldies day, be more open minded please! They do no wrong, they just live their lives the way they enjoy it. One's sexual preference is no one's business except the people who are involved. Everyone should have the right to be with the one they love. They have the same feelings as heterosexual couples. They feel love and pain just like anyone else. BTW, they not bad guy also. Thier just human beings like us. Why discriminate? Somehow, I also agree that homosexual marriage should be legal. LOL. Im crazy? Whatever you think =.= 

Im posting this post because of my gay friend.

Not Taiwan, but Malaysia. =)

Just posting my view against homosexual.

With Loves,

CPL =)

Sickening week

Lol, Im back again. What to do, I cant sleep. Keep playing games? sibeh lifeless!

Cough cough cough, coughing out blood? Hell no! LOL. This few days cough like shit and its damn awful! Cough until my stomach cramp. What a great exercise for my little tummy. Haha! Cough isn't that suffer. My throat?! Super duper extremely fucking suffer! Im facing liquid/ solid swallowing problem. Even my saliva! But then, the clever me.. Still continue eating spicy food. o.O Yesterday lunch - Cheese Naan with every dip of curry each bite. Dinner? Ho Chak man! Seriously la, got Ho Chak sticker there. =.= Asam curry fish, fried almond chicken, thai vegetables, fried sotong, etc. Its either spicy or fried la. Then I drank coke some more. I know I patut mati punya la. But then really dont know is that "MATI" lo! I guess it's either night or midnight, dont know la. I was chatting with Mel and I tasted weird taste of my saliva. Oh fuck! Not joking, my throat bleed. I started to worry man and automatically tear drops la. Im not crying, I just cant stand the pain of my throat. I forced myself to drink a cup of 100plus though its really hurt when I swallow then it stopped bleeding. Stop bleeding ah? Then I never think bout it anymore. =D I ate 3packs of Strepsils also cant cure. So I doubt that Im having strep throat / ulcer on my throat. Well, Im not doctor. Doubt only, it isnt 100% correct. I dont want visit the doctor until someday I really cant stand and bear it.

Ipod touch 4th generation! Camera infront and behind. OMFG! I've been waiting for years! Made! I fell like selling my 3rd gen and get this! but the photo quality is just VGA not MP. ='( how?? This is running me crazy! sell or not? another headache question. If i really want to get this, I've to sell it ASAP.  If not I cant sell it at high price when the ipod touch arrives M'sia. HOW?!! RAWR!

CPL.

The 100 Post - Let it be a bit meaningful.

17years+ of living in the world, breathing, heart-beating, walking, talking, laughing, smiling, crying, thinking, loving, caring, hating or whatsoever to heal my goofy soul. Life’s short, as we’re normed and yet some people loves to make it even shorter for themselves. STUPID! I try to cheer for myself in life and for other people as well. I hate myself for being miserable for a few tiny Speckle of thoughts. I love myself for being happy all the time, so my AURA. xD is always there to heal people around me. hmmm... sometimes annoy? Well, come on! screw bad things and why think so much, since life is short. Like maybe you’ll die a minute after reading this. You wouldn’t know right. I started to think like this, why? Its not that im scared to face the real world, the facts, the unexpected, the rule and the principle of life. Pessimism, on the other hand, makes life miserable. Perfectionists, to be exact. I do LOVE to think negative side but after that I'll definitely think positive side of things. Optimism, dominates my soul. Since it already happened, why go and think WHY COULD THIS HAPPEN TO YOU and bla bla bla. Well, for me, I'll think a lot of "WHYs" because I believe everything happen for a reason. But after that I try my best to stand up and be strong. Dont forget your past, its what made you who you are today. 

I tell you. I will not able to think like that if I never meet you. Maybe emo like what I did in July? Well, I guess you're still angrying. I know I shouldnt be forgiven. Forgive or not, you like. Like I always say to everyone, "You're the architect of your own fate/life." but for you, "You're not only the architect for construction of buildings but also your fate and life." Whatever~ Blahhhhh... *Looking forwards babey!*

With loves,

CPL. =)