STFU is best way to keep secrets or whatsoever

YEAH
i broke down in a sudden
since last week

i couldnt recall anything
no sign of recognition of everything
sitting in the bus and stared straight to the road
driving on the road with the damn lost brain
walking with a direction-senseless-brain
i gotta spell my sentiments

right here, again

i can see the evolve of life
like a cocoon breaking free into a butterfly

i wondered for an instant
and thoughts were talking to each other

i saw a family
playing badminton at the field
cherishing meanwhile

people change sometimes 

in a impulsive way

after the departure of the loved ones

things really started to mess up

i wanna spend time with you all

i really do

i always wanted to have a good chat

but why you keep on scolding me when im homed

doesnt matter im sitting at home or i hang out with friends

i dont really consider sitting together for 10 minutes or asking how are you 

IS CARING

so i try and plan so hard to hang out with my friends

which i do really found myself being cared

although they're leaving gradually

one by one

fewer and fewer

or perhaps

you consider scolding or nagging is caring

but i'll just shut the fuck up and keep it all to myself

whatever

BUT ANYWAY

i still gotta go on with life

im just trying to render my thoughts

yet this is not the trivial matters of life

which makes me feel so empty

With Loves,

CPL =)