Saturday, December 10, 2011

another insomnia night


Hello people there, it's been a long freaking time isnt it. Sorry though, im not as chilling as i was for past few weeks. Semester 2 is ending soon, so effing fast. No doubt, life's treating me bad. Finals started today. Time elapsed and raced with me as i played with the time. You're absolutely right, doesnt sound like im winning after all. Indeed, im losing. Never mind, im still alive, steady peeps. Okay now, enjoy my journal.

Im going to end all these shitty days by next Thursday! Gahh, yet i couldnt really enjoy my semester break as i've to do research for next semester's Programming subject. Told ya, life aint treating me good! So you better treat me good as you can. Had my Moral paper today, and hahahaha. No comment anyway. Too lazy and sluggish to study. Kpop all night long with friends but still i managed to study in the morning and answered the questions. Not bad though.

Having English paper next Monday. Talking bout English, coursework mark is disappointing. Never mind, i know i screwed my whole presentation. Collapsed for quite a while after this presentation. Thought that Sir wouldnt care that much like what he did during Semester 1, fall asleep during presentation but i was totally WRONG. Did 0bit preparation for it, thats why i choose not to complain. Assignments and project might be a main caused? i dont care, it's over. Just hoping that i'll not score a lower grade than last semester. At least maintain at B+. im feeling like a total complete failure as my mandarin sucks and i just earned an Okay standard for English Language level. 

Database paper falls on Tuesday. Frankly speaking, i seriously hate database since the first class. I dont know what the heck im studying. I hate it even more when we need to develop a system for our project. Im proud that i passed my Test 1. LOL it's really unexpected. Guess what? After developed a system for my project, i love this subject a lot. Its all about satisfaction. Though this project kinda ruined my days and pissed me off all the time, but i seriously satisfied with it. After test 2, im even more into it. I spent my whole night studied for it and i managed to answer most of the questions within 45mins. Look what my EGO classmate said, "finished the earliest doesnt mean that she can score a high mark." You know what? End up she still sms-ed me and asked for answer. owwwwwwww :O C'mon, it's just a small matter. Just ignore it and do what i can.

Next will be ITP. phew~ I spent 1week to finish this blardy assignment. What to do? I'd a crazy lecturer, the more he torture us, the more he feels happy. Both test failed, less than 80. Epic failed for my beloved lecturer, both i scored 72 only. Everyone is afraid of him for presentation. Aww, he's famous in that. Dont know how many students cried because he cant keep his evil mouth shut during presentation. To be honest, i did 65% preparation only. im so daring. LOL! First few presenters are unlucky, im lucky to be the last 2 presenters. He's actually playing with us but not stressing us. Surprised us so much! Presentations went smoothly and managed to answer the question. Heeeee~ i never worry bout my both IT subjects, its my major anyway.

Maths will be the last paper. I got no comment on this subject. As those who know me well, my maths sucks to the TERABYTE. All I want is a PASS. Surprisingly, the coursework mark higher than english coursework mark. Im speechless. Maths and English, please dont be my nightmare. Thank You.

RM330+ flew to heaven, just because of my carelessness. Aint my day. Bye! 

With Loves,
CPL :/ 




Thursday, November 10, 2011

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

life in inti :)


Life in Inti
can be

crazy
happy
sad
depressed
angry
loss
emo
funny
shock
expressionless
love
confused
war
frustrated
sigh
dead
alone
peace

what else? *winks*
but if you give me a chance to choose again
i'll not choose Inti@Nilai LOL

Help
Others
Power
Eternity


With Loves,
CPL :)

Sunday, October 23, 2011

holiday!

Holla everyone! 
Its my holiday and i should give an update
since im not that FREE now days :D

was kinda busy studying
Test1 :O
and yeahhhhh ended LOL
how was it?
screwed all the paper especially Database and ENL
SERIOUSLY!

pissed off for almost the whole week
i dont know what's wrong with the people there
brainless and irresponsible human
damn it

JAYESSLEE!
they're youtube sensation
was struggling yesterday 
whether i should to their concert or not
cause i still can meet them in church for FREE
but end up i still went XD

God made this pretty talented twins!
they shared their awesome testimony
yeah, praise the lord!

 Sonia and Janice!

 I personally love Sonia! :D
envy her guitar playing skills so much

guess what?
i bumped into Jayesslee in the toilet LOL
just right infront of me
 they look so gorgeous and so sweet!

worth watching
awesome performance :)

This morning i went CHCKL to watch their live performance again
I was like...
hmmm... since i watched their concert yesterday
should i go today?

yeah my brain immediately pop up
"hello, its a service. why not? 
arent you supposed to be at church every sunday?"
shout Hossanna!

Jayesslee in City Harvest Church KL this morning.

May God's name be glorified!
truly blessed


With Loves,
CPL :)

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Party week :D

The 5A4 BBQ Gathering Night :)
yeah, we're insane!






The Inti University Day 2011! :D
we turned the campus into a street club!
spot French & UK handsomieees!
Of course without DJ Skeletor, 
we will not able to party like that <3










Yo! the bitch birthday bash! :)
Thank you wantan helped me escape from them
TROLOLOLO!
love you muchhhhhhhhhhies






Shout Heee Yaaa Westlife!
Yeap, managed to get myself a ticket.
Cheapest one la of course, they aint Amei LOL xD
OMGee look at Shaneee! Mabeloved~
Backstreet boys, Boyzone, MLTR
when's you guys turn? D:











Gotta continue ma assignments :(
and ohhhhh ya!
fell down from the stairs and twisted my legs yesterday

emoooooo
imma an OKU now

PS: I found myself back for the whole week!
Halelujah!

With Loves,
CPL :)

Friday, September 23, 2011

refreshing!




Photos to keep my blog fresh.


I am not ME.
get it my message?

With Loves,
CPL =)

Sunday, September 18, 2011

life


absolutely, i want that kind of life.
the granny is chilling in the morning i guess?
drinking whiskey and sitting at the courtyard looking at the dark sky and green plants with the classical oldies on.
the stress or whatever annoys me in my mind are gone.
i can imagine my retired life. 

people will just laugh at me when i tell them i love country life
and i wished to live like that
having a pony as pet
how great it is.


it's Mr Dylan's chinese lunar birthday!
dated me out but late for almost 1hour.

he said
"you come out with me and how dare you reject to drink with me?
i wont let this happen!"
i was like
What The Phark?

never been this dizzy before
its suffer to be half drunk half sober
yeah till now i couldnt fall asleep.
thats why im giving an update XD

anyway, its great to chill out with him
as i emooo for quite a few days or weeks?
i hate myself being so miserable but i just couldnt stop it.
no worries,
i know how solve it
and what i want.

they tell me how much you care
i seriously not interested with it
and of course
i wont give a phark

NOTHING IS EASY.

RT I would rather be alone rather than pretend i feel alright.
YEAH! good night
may god bless you :)

With Loves,
CPL =)

Friday, September 9, 2011

Run, baby run!
keep running.
but it never seemed to end.
is life all about giving up?

fell. hurt. fatigue.
till i couldnt get up?
dont worry,
im still standing very HARD.

close my eyes.
silence.
muted.
all i ever wanted.

so fade away.
i dont like to sway.
sleep to forget.
and never regret.

I dont know, feel like mixing around with people but i dont think i could fit in. Maybe its my attitude. My style of talking? My personality? My fault? Have been thinking a lot lately. Somehow dont feel like blogging nor talking. Keep everything in my heart, not telling anyone. Pretending im okay. Why im feeling so lost and hollow again? Flipped the Bible and i get nothing? Messed up all the verses. This is real terrible. Prayer prayer prayer. Oh headache!



With Loves,
CPL =)

Monday, August 29, 2011

Ruthless

I dont know.
its another shitty morning.
Quarelled
Parent
Family
Me
Me
Me
Me

I hate this kind of feeling
especially when it comes to my family problem.

I shouldnt talk and do that much
keep my mouth shut and all shall be good.

I will proof you wrong one day
i know myself well of course
i know my temper
and you guys should know too
especially mum

yeah
its my fault for now
YOU WIN
but not for long.
i dont have the time now
playing stupid games with you
I WILL BEAR

dad
please please,
dont mess up with me anymore.
you know how adamant i can be.

wanna leave here badly.


by CPL.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

teeerroooooor

by a twist of fate,
we met by heights of faith
but time doesnt want to wait.

for everything both me and you have to say,
shredded memories that were aparted.
are they like to be unified as one? 
to illustrate all in one figure.
so it should or should be much vivid?
for both you and i.
 things might not be the same,
thats not everything will be framed.

its something like a game,
uncertain and yet very plain.
maybe faith will help us along?

thats why im writing these
as short as it could be,
whether you understand or not,
just let it be.

For YEW,
oh human!
maybe its true what people say,
if you love something, then set it free.
its not that you have to pay for it,
for what you have seen.

amusing right?
ok, lame?
i know i know.
just another random thought of something 
to spell my feelings.

i have stand for that long
when will i stop?
i tried so hard
but i cant fight and stop this feeling.
so called
Loyalty.
good or bad?
figure out yourself.





Way to Love
Give without Sparing.
(Proverds 21:26)


With Loves,
CPL =)

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

heaven or hell?


Love this picture to bits.
heaven or hell,
live or die,
laugh or cry,
cherish or despair.



PD gang xD
look at Kin Gor! hahaha

WanWan <3

Nice? =D


these are cute!

meet new faces!
i dont know how i
bumped into the bitches gang @.@

it's just next to us!
awesomeness!

our tradisional game x)

Large Medium Small

Got invited to Duntoi's party. LOL! @KL Luna Bar and The Geographical Bar. I drank Mango chilled juice! Good girl k! =D Then stay overnight at shifu's place. Idiot =.= He said "I hate it when i wake up, my dick slip over and hit into my eyes." (Demo) Idiot enough lmao! The next day, i went KL again. Yes, AGAIN! Hunt for some stuffs, still have some to spend =) Will go again next week once cousin come back from HK. btw, she's complaining with me that HK is hot bla bla~ even bored. *Evil Laughs!*

Received Benny's urgent call, to help out for 2days in Perfect Livin'. LOL! Tio freelancer ffk =.= Well, he came all the way with his Mini Cooper from Serdang to fetch me and send me back after work. Breakfast Lunch Dinner Supper all counted on him. Urgent jobssssss are always like that, or he's nice and easy to bully? Luckily you've such good friend like me, tsk tsk.. erhem! XD He said: "what are you waiting for? please dont be so choosy and luxury, you're already 18!" petpet! You, 28years old still havent marry lo! still kao beh kao bu there. lmao

Alright then, gotta sleep already. See you guys around, cheers and happy always k? Dont be like me, miserable shit. LOL have fun yo!
Way to Love
Speak without accusing.
(James 1:19)

With Loves,
CPL =)

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Daddy =(

August, whatcha thinking? 
BINGO! Shopping Month! 
Shopped alone in KL past 2days
Dont ask how much I've spent =D


Belt starts with brand letter A
Check Shirt starts with brand letter B
Backpack starts with brand letter C
Spectacles starts with brand letter D
Shorts starts with brand letter E
Casual Shoe starts with brand letter F
Blouse starts with brand letter G
Card Clipper starts with brand letter H
Surf pant starts with brand letter I
Formal Attire starts with brand letter J
Sweater starts with brand letter K
Blazer starts with brand letter L
Tote Bag starts with brand letter M
Purse and Handbag starts with brand letter N
Scarf starts with brand letter O
Green skinny starts with brand letter P
Bras starts with brand letter Q
Polo Tee starts with brand letter R
Watch starts with brand letter S
Necklace starts with brand letter T 
Panty starts with brand letter U
Buckle starts with brand letter V
Cardigan starts with brand letter W
Cap starts with brand letter X
Boxer starts with brand letter Y
Tees starts with brand letter Z


Name it yourself! hahahaha!


Conclusion,
Daddy 
i need more pocket money 
for this last 2 weeks of August!


Oh yeah,
I met a random guy
and some pharking cute case happened today
LMAO!

okay okay, Cousin sis is flying to HK this coming Sunday. Was planning with her last Xmas in SG but hell yeah... i dont know weather i'll have my sem break on this time last xmas. sad duhhh. She's asking me to SG again this xmas and i dont feel like going anymore. BORED of SG bham bham next plan , Aussie! Gor gor sponsor everything except air ticket. No worries, dad will sponsor me if everything goes smooth XD


Way to Love
Listen without interrupting
(Proverbs 18)

With Loves,
CPL =)

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Holidays.

Hey guys! Im home! LOL reminds me of "Caesar is home!" Sem1 finals officially over! Well well well, it's holidays! Gonna have fun huh? I do hope so. I dont want black and white holidays :( What the phark am i suppose to do for this sem break? or perhaps im going to have my holiday until Oct? I seriously dont know what's the plan now. A very sudden plan, its like im leaving then not leaving. Now, im leaving again? I dont wanna dissapoint anyone. I know i know, either one side will k. Whatever, i need a break. From all these sad or happy things. Aiks. Vacation or something i dont care. As long as i dont need to think bout that. Maybe genting. Japan. Aussie. New Zealand. England. =.=

Time flies, never stop even for a second. I had a great time in this entire 14weeks. I've met people. Seriously, all types of people. Nice ones: pretties, handsomes, jokers, funny crappers, crazy maniacs, laughters. Not SO nice ones: dumbass, lameshit, nerdys, freaks, geeks. LOL You name them lah :P Something i really hate, the bed! As hard as the rock -.- Eff! No queen size and comfortable bed. I wanna roll xD Okay okay, lets see what i've did in this entire 14 weeks! :)
 
 Cafeteria's food
Secret Recipe with Wantan & Boy 
on the 2nd week after i went to nilai

SpongeBob Cup from McD!

Healthy Life x)

 Our first GNS class =.=

Collect em all!



 Xiao Ling's birthday!

EX Roommate LOL

La teh~

 Messed up her bed after she left XD

Showdown?

 Lagoon Day!


My Yellow FOX =)

Kitty -.-

 Test =(

 Guido!


 Life after class >.<

Suaku Day 


 PD Trip



The Black and White Day

cute Siang Siang x)

Pharking Project
which've made us dead and live


Neh~ My hard work paid off!

Laughters.

Champion babeh!

LOL her pet?


 30 hours famine

 GJ's Birthday


HAHA!!
 Buka Puasa


 I-city night

It's back to live!=D

Finals! x(


 Bye S307


So.. this caught my eyes when i reached home.
My gosh... mum, you wasted 200bucks++
on this ugly slipper?
and i dont think its comfortable lo.
T^T
Can you buy me Birkenstock SANDALS?
Its cheaper than your FitFlop =.=
 
I remember i just complain to Tze Chuin yesterday
about this ugly slipper LOL
 
DONE UPDATE!
For those who're having holidays,
Happy Holidays!
For those who're studying,
Study Smart!
God Bless =)

Way to Love
Forgive without Punishing
(Colossians 3:13)

 Wih Loves,
CPL =)