numb.

Age gap?

Who cares?

Distance?

This could be the problem.

The End.

CPL.

epic FAILED.

its really hard to understand you.

my sixth sense failed on you for the first time.

and you're the first one, my sixth sense failed on.

my sixth sense, only 50% is true.

i mean, on you.

i failed to read your mind. 

all i know is,

you're complicated enough.

even ME, myself cant beat you.

I LOSE.

I disguised the pain.

CPL.

us

Relatives always ask me

How come you know how to go "here and there"? 

Who teach you drink?

Since when you know hookah?
How you know the types of cigarette?
How come you know her/him?

Who you went with to that Cafe/ Restaurant?

Why you go until so far to cut your hair? 

WHO TEACH YOU THIS AND THAT?

the answer is TA-DAAAAA~

go ask Chee Wai Leng. >.<

actually i even know the drugs...
but of course.. i wont try it.

she gonna whack me.

haha

anyway, i know what is good and what is bad.

dont need to worry la please. =.=
this kind of life i started since Form3.

CPL.

indian sucks ==

I went out to yam cha then went for group study. Something unlucky happened when i was driving back  home. An indian knocked my car with his motorbike. I dont know he's playing or he's drunk. I saw him behind my car turning left and right. I dint care and continue driving. I drove down to the mountain and slowed down for the left turn which is the Football field road. Suddenly, he bang my car and he ran away. Holy Shyt! I chased him and I even hon him. I chased until the bridge there, he made a U-turn and went up to the bridge which is impossible for cars to do so. Forgot to take down his motorbike plate number too. HAIHH..... My dad came down for a while just now. I told him and he dint scold me, just get mad. He never go out and see how's the car. I guess he'll got shock when he see that. I seriously felt guilty because he never scold me. I think he wont let me drive during midnight anymore. >.< But for now, i really dont feel like driving out anymore... haiz... 

CPL.

Self-Questioning

Besides study in this late night, I reflect and self-questioning what i had did for this 17years. I realize that im getting lazier and lazier year by year. The tragedy of mine, which happened during my PMR seriously affected my high school study moods. Fed up with the examinations. I felt like I get nothing whenever i put full of efforts for some papers which I expect I could get better result. Form4? Slacking and fooling around were my jobs. Wasting my time doing things that i wanna do. Im not fear to exam anymore. Its like nothing to me & no feeling at all. Bad result I get? I will say "suan la suan la". My pet phrase which cheer me always >.< All these made ME who i am today. SPM is near, less than 50days i think. I dint put in high expectation because i believe too much expectation can cause too much disappointment. I know i couldnt regret what i did for these few years, specially my secondary school life. I just hope that I could get in MMU and study what i want. Well, probably Computer Science/Multimedia/Mass Communication or any Techonlogy course, as long as not Business course =.= Then looking forwards to NZ and continue my studies maybe or might fail? Will plan all these shit after i get my SPM result. I know its too late for me to study back the Form4 syllabus. 10 subjects @.@ as i am slacking around last year. I think focus on the subjects which relate to my future is what i can do now. CPL, please be serious! 

With Loves, 

CPL. =)

simple update.

Sorry for MIA-ing. >.< I actually dont know what to update. LAWL~ Well, having exam lately. I cant concentrate during my BM and BI papers. So i screwed them up. Decided to let go the problems for a week and dont care bout anything. Great, i did it and did well in my exam except for science paper 2. =.= and add maths? Hahahahaa.. Im speechless. As im a calculating idiot. Having few days of holiday now. Trying very hard to settle everything down which easily ruins my mood but epic failed. I choose not to answering phone calls. I guess this is the best choice. Try to find things to do when im free. Such as : Dota, Gossip Girl, Anime, Vampire Diaries.. and some activities like hunt for food, cocktails at pub, being driver, cc for games, and some revisions. I know i cant be free. Sleep late and wake up early. FREAKING early! Even my friends cant believe it. Kinda lots of people said that i slimmed down and look matured/old? I have no plan to diet, maybe tidor lewat cause me look old and slimmed down.  

I think i should let go even its hurt. Shouldnt care so much dy as we lost it all. Sorry? yeah!  

Stay tune for "the 30th day letter" post. =D 

CPL.