Tracks Of My Tears: August 2011

Monday, August 29, 2011

Ruthless

I dont know.

its another shitty morning.

Quarelled

Parent

Family

I hate this kind of feeling

especially when it comes to my family problem.

I shouldnt talk and do that much

keep my mouth shut and all shall be good.

I will proof you wrong one day

i know myself well of course

i know my temper

and you guys should know too

especially mum

yeah

its my fault for now

YOU WIN

but not for long.

i dont have the time now

playing stupid games with you

I WILL BEAR

dad

please please,

dont mess up with me anymore.

you know how adamant i can be.

wanna leave here badly.

by CPL.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

teeerroooooor

by a twist of fate,

we met by heights of faith

but time doesnt want to wait.

for everything both me and you have to say,

shredded memories that were aparted.

are they like to be unified as one?

to illustrate all in one figure.

so it should or should be much vivid?

for both you and i.

things might not be the same,

thats not everything will be framed.

its something like a game,

uncertain and yet very plain.

maybe faith will help us along?

thats why im writing these

as short as it could be,

whether you understand or not,

just let it be.

For YEW,

oh human!

maybe its true what people say,

if you love something, then set it free.

its not that you have to pay for it,

for what you have seen.

amusing right?

ok, lame?

i know i know.

just another random thought of something

to spell my feelings.

i have stand for that long

when will i stop?

i tried so hard

but i cant fight and stop this feeling.

so called

Loyalty.

good or bad?

figure out yourself.

Way to Love

Give without Sparing.

(Proverds 21:26)

With Loves,

CPL =)

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

heaven or hell?

Love this picture to bits.

heaven or hell,

live or die,

laugh or cry,

cherish or despair.

PD gang xD
look at Kin Gor! hahaha

WanWan <3

Nice? =D

these are cute!

meet new faces!
i dont know how i
bumped into the bitches gang @.@

it's just next to us!
awesomeness!

our tradisional game x)

Large Medium Small

Got invited to Duntoi's party. LOL! @KL Luna Bar and The Geographical Bar. I drank Mango chilled juice! Good girl k! =D Then stay overnight at shifu's place. Idiot =.= He said "I hate it when i wake up, my dick slip over and hit into my eyes." (Demo) Idiot enough lmao! The next day, i went KL again. Yes, AGAIN! Hunt for some stuffs, still have some to spend =) Will go again next week once cousin come back from HK. btw, she's complaining with me that HK is hot bla bla~ even bored. *Evil Laughs!*

Received Benny's urgent call, to help out for 2days in Perfect Livin'. LOL! Tio freelancer ffk =.= Well, he came all the way with his Mini Cooper from Serdang to fetch me and send me back after work. Breakfast Lunch Dinner Supper all counted on him. Urgent jobssssss are always like that, or he's nice and easy to bully? Luckily you've such good friend like me, tsk tsk.. erhem! XD He said: "what are you waiting for? please dont be so choosy and luxury, you're already 18!" petpet! You, 28years old still havent marry lo! still kao beh kao bu there. lmao

Alright then, gotta sleep already. See you guys around, cheers and happy always k? Dont be like me, miserable shit. LOL have fun yo!

Way to Love

Speak without accusing.

(James 1:19)

With Loves,

CPL =)

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Daddy =(

August, whatcha thinking?

BINGO! Shopping Month!

Shopped alone in KL past 2days

Dont ask how much I've spent =D

Belt starts with brand letter A

Check Shirt starts with brand letter B

Backpack starts with brand letter C

Spectacles starts with brand letter D

Shorts starts with brand letter E

Casual Shoe starts with brand letter F

Blouse starts with brand letter G

Card Clipper starts with brand letter H

Surf pant starts with brand letter I

Formal Attire starts with brand letter J

Sweater starts with brand letter K

Blazer starts with brand letter L

Tote Bag starts with brand letter M

Purse and Handbag starts with brand letter N

Scarf starts with brand letter O

Green skinny starts with brand letter P

Bras starts with brand letter Q

Polo Tee starts with brand letter R

Watch starts with brand letter S

Necklace starts with brand letter T

Panty starts with brand letter U

Buckle starts with brand letter V

Cardigan starts with brand letter W

Cap starts with brand letter X

Boxer starts with brand letter Y

Tees starts with brand letter Z

Name it yourself! hahahaha!

Conclusion,

Daddy

i need more pocket money

for this last 2 weeks of August!

Oh yeah,

I met a random guy

and some pharking cute case happened today

LMAO!

okay okay, Cousin sis is flying to HK this coming Sunday. Was planning with her last Xmas in SG but hell yeah... i dont know weather i'll have my sem break on this time last xmas. sad duhhh. She's asking me to SG again this xmas and i dont feel like going anymore. BORED of SG bham bham next plan , Aussie! Gor gor sponsor everything except air ticket. No worries, dad will sponsor me if everything goes smooth XD

Way to Love

Listen without interrupting

(Proverbs 18)

With Loves,

CPL =)

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Holidays.

Hey guys! Im home! LOL reminds me of "Caesar is home!" Sem1 finals officially over! Well well well, it's holidays! Gonna have fun huh? I do hope so. I dont want black and white holidays :( What the phark am i suppose to do for this sem break? or perhaps im going to have my holiday until Oct? I seriously dont know what's the plan now. A very sudden plan, its like im leaving then not leaving. Now, im leaving again? I dont wanna dissapoint anyone. I know i know, either one side will k. Whatever, i need a break. From all these sad or happy things. Aiks. Vacation or something i dont care. As long as i dont need to think bout that. Maybe genting. Japan. Aussie. New Zealand. England. =.=

Time flies, never stop even for a second. I had a great time in this entire 14weeks. I've met people. Seriously, all types of people. Nice ones: pretties, handsomes, jokers, funny crappers, crazy maniacs, laughters. Not SO nice ones: dumbass, lameshit, nerdys, freaks, geeks. LOL You name them lah :P Something i really hate, the bed! As hard as the rock -.- Eff! No queen size and comfortable bed. I wanna roll xD Okay okay, lets see what i've did in this entire 14 weeks! :)