who loves me?

Sometimes its hard to realize what you had until its gone. 

When its gone, its the most hurtful and horrible moments in life. 

Its good to say goodbye even though it may feel like the end of the world. 

Stay strong and know that its not love that hurts but the end of a love ♥

Best of luck my dear =)

simply~

hello, GEEKS! ;P

duhhh! i knew there's no one reading my blog ady la! 

"tracks of my tears" 

i can still post and read myself right? =D

but i dont really know what to post la. 

Recently? FIFA Fever! bet like siao! I even won my father! haha!

Oh yeah, the day i won MTV World Stage Ticket. I really cant believe that i won. lol~

I went to Bkt Tinggi Jusco to watch The A-Team. Well, the second times. Who cares? I dont need to pay a cent! hahaha! At first i thought Karate Kid. Aiyo! Then came back around 2.15am+ We canceled our yam cha session since all of them are tired. I came home and continue to watch drama. Time flew~ 3.59am. POP! a message from baobei via MSN. She told me 30seconds more to win the ticket. I click in and play for fun lo but then I won. LOL! wahaha! I should thanks her for telling me, if not i wont have a chance to win that. =) Thanks yo!

Last Friday, means 3days ago la! I went Sunway with Wantan, Boy & Fox. Madeah! I sibeh tired after coming back from school. I hold another invitation for almost 1 week since they always say i FFK them. ==ll Luckily, I had fun. LOL! Took quite lot of photos but i look sohai! HAHAHA! I saw OWL's stuff twice. It remind me of KAY SAY YEING. lol~ Reached home around 10.45pm. Tim called up for yam cha. PengShen's gf spot check him! lmao! damn funny lo. Oh ya! They forced me to change shirt. wtf! That pant i wore to Sunway should wear to Pavillion lo! End up, i wore the red polo shirt and sport pant to Pavillion. Shit! and then hor, this night i dont know what happen to me. I locked 1 lock only. Suppose to be 3 but i only locked 1. SOME MORE! I left the keys on the lock there. THEN! Wood Door never lock. IN ADDITIONAL! alarm never on. I kena scolded like hell. I dont think my father will let me go out till late night now. ='( WHY IM SO CARELESS!

Saturday, I went Lowyat and asked the price of PSP with Keys. Then headed to Pavillion to seek for my Charles & Keith shoe. MEHHHHHHHHH! wtf! no more dy! Cotton on opposite, we visited. Oh! TMD! Fitting room was so packed. CB! Then headed to Lot 10 and 7pm rushed home to watch Golden Melody Awards! YO MAN! Amei/Amit got 6 prizes out of 10! Amit HWAT & SEXY! 626 was her day! Isaac Chen was so handsome with the Western Suit but he wore sport shoe. ==lll and Eason never get any prize =(

Sunday, suppose to go Paciffic with SokFan but suddenly she say dont want. After awhile, got shopping plan! Went 1U~ siao hor? 1 week 3days continuous shopping. >.< went Zara again! No size! FML! Guess Kids no sales, poor thing! I bought 2shirts from Kitschen. Mentioned Kitschen? I sibeh dulan! They threw the sale item in seperate 2 sections. They never put neatly, never fold nicely, never arrange! I was like WTF?! I cari and cari~ get 2 pieces tried and paid. Seriously, x da mood to find lo. SWT! thought their outlet will have more choices but... walao! peik ceik! then i went to Charles and Keith to seek for that. Sad Thing~ No more also == haihhh... Fuck My Life la!

Wanna shop again! NOT SATISFIED!
like that i wont simply think ==ll wallet bleed better than heart bleed. you know i know what happen la. hmmm.. I think not even 1 here know. But i know God & Alex knew what happen though i cant face to face tell them. =)

zzzz watching fifa now. bye!

as time goes by....

as time goes by,the distance between friends are getting far :'(

agree with me? haih.... 

so sad duhh.. 

sobs, just can wish you have a good journey ahead! 

did something crazy today.
dont like to wake up so early but today...
hahahaha~ release my sadness/ stress ah!


followed pet to her college. 
well, who knows maybe its mine next year? LOL!
depend what course i taking la. 


gonna wait pet till 12pm. 
AWW! sitting at old town white coffee.
gonna seek for nice cafe or starbucks later. 

call me

Just finished talking on the phone with ***. hahaha! You must be very frustrated la now. I wanna sleep but i still pick up your phone call. lol~ Im so damn outdated before this. =.=ll haiyo~ not fun already la now! I cant play with you anymore. I rather i dont know anything so that i can continue to play/bully you leh. lmao! well, i hope that you can "enjoy" your life now. hehehehe ^^ dont whack me~

give me a call whenever you need me.

dont bother im sleeping or anything. 

im always ready for you.  

i may borrow you my ears and shoulder.

lost post~

12/6/10
1200am I dont even know the time since my phone was with yongyin. Went down from the bus and they sang Happy Birthday song for me. I was kinda blur since i just woke up. LOL! im so >.< paiseh! They sang more than 20 times. The auntie who sent us home also shocked. Then, i received a call from baobei. She wished me and Auntie Zanne too. duhhh... i was damn blur that time. haha! doesnt really know what she said. While waiting for Melvin, we crapped. We waited him for almost half and hour. 12.30am finally he came. They ran to his car. Sweat~ Yyin keep on asking those lame questions when she was lighting up the cake because she thought i dont know. HAHA! Actually BiaoMei bocor it already. She said "He got lighter meh? He got buy or not?" but i pretend i dont know anything. I celebrated my birthday inside the car. lmao~ We went to Kyi's house to finish up the cake because its melting. At night, i went to YeeHow's Party. I knew its weird. Its my day but i went to friend's party. Just because im too free, thats why i choose to attend to friend's party. I received chocolates from choiwan, jen & baobei. Thanks yo! btw, Special Thanks to Pak Khan, Vivian, Kher Yi, Yong Yin & Melvin for the Baskin Robin Ice-cream Cake. I know it cost a lot! HAHA! and not forgot all those who wished me! I dont mind through phone sms or facebook. THANKS! =)

Simple birthday i had as i always dont take "birthday" as -a very special day-. The only not same was I celebrated my birthday inside a car. LOL~~ 

duhhh... i am thinking.. which pasar malam i should go this Thursday?

SS2 or OUG?

gonna go with who this time?

tomorrow Coughnut or not?

update la!

aww gawd! i MIA-ed for dont know how many weeks la.

5/6/10

I went K.Selangor with my friends. Tekyi & his friend came down to KL too! we crapped a lot. LOL! We ate seafoods! thats really delicious! =) then we went to see fireflies! 10bucks person. hehe... thats awesome and beautiful la! the trees were like x'mas tree. guess what? i caught em! sounds fun right? yea! fun2damaxyo! KokGuan remember my house. thats something unbelievable ><

6/6/10

celebrated Jen's birthday at Cone Pizza. wow! i wanted to go there long time ago and finally i went~ well, i went IOI with pet since she asked me to accompany her. hahahaha! she wanna buy BB cream lo. FA HIAO ar!!! lol. she's gonna whack me if she see this >.<

6/7/10

went to Kyi's birthday party. its a very normal birthday party, nothing much special. hmm... i enjoyed the gamble session. We had sex talk. xD hahahaha! these ruins me crazy lo! Its like only me, meiyen & teckmeng talking bout it. Others just listened and laughed with us. haha~ i had lots of fun la! hope kyi like the converse shoe la. x)

OH FUCK! I LOST MY 12/6/10 POST! CB! NVM.. I WILL UPDATE AGAIN SOON. DUHHHH!!