Tuesday, April 19, 2011

我最亲爱的

很想知道你近况, 我听人说,还不如你对我讲
经过那段遗憾,请你放心,我变得更坚强
关系虽然不再一样,关心却怎能说断就断

我最亲爱的,你过得怎么样?
没有我的日子,你别来无恙
依然亲爱的,我没让你失望
让我亲一亲,像过去一样

我想你一定喜欢现在的我,学会了你最爱的开朗
想起你的模样有什么错还不能够被原谅?

- 我最亲爱的

通过“他” 知道你现在在读博士
你,还好吗? 好久不见了
谢谢你对我的残忍,让我变得更坚强
你的回复,让我崩溃也让我学会了自爱

- 我最亲爱的

您呢?在那里好吗?
转眼间,4月了
3月那忙碌的我,并没有为你而不开心
我, 根本没那个时间
但现在想起, 也没伤心
请您放心,我很快就能解开你的心结

- 我最亲爱的

对,淡了是吗?
也许我做的选择是对的
我在努力的寻找我的新生活
请你爱护自己

我依然是我

华文文章
就是不要让你明白

读者
我很好,不必担心

With Loves,
CPL =)

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

KSY

我突然,好想介绍这女人也~
 我所谓的 KSY

还记得我们怎样认识吗?
一起去台湾度过的那美好的21 天

在册子看见她的照片是
就觉得这女人好可爱
不是美哦!
哈哈

见到她真人时
啊?!这是她吗?
怎么跟照片里的她有那么大的差别?
是美好多也!

我告诉你哦
我和她在第一个礼拜是没有怎样讲过话的哦
过后才有讲几句话啦~
哈哈哈
几时我们变得那么 friend 呢?
啊~
是冬至的那一天
在垦丁活动中心时,
搓汤圆啊搓
突然和她玩起面粉来
就是因为冬至,
我才会跟她变成那么 friend

这是她的杰作


我与静鬼
超搞怪的鬼!

这只鬼早早就更她有谈天的
冬至那天她和利莹一起来攻我
要不然我们不会那么 close 的咯
哈哈

 
回大马的前一晚,
我们坐在活动中心大厅吃大Q面线
还拿了我的照片 =.=

捣乱的阿旺来挑破离间!


第21天
在桃园机场

回到KLIA
她抱着我
哭了
“小猪,谢谢你带给我的欢乐!”

在回家前
被她不小心的踢了一脚
留下的那小小疤痕
我永远记得

528 那一天
这两只来自Batu Pahat 的捣蛋女人
来我家住
把我的房间弄到满地都是头发
LOL
最近啊
和她又癫起来了哦
三更半夜不睡觉
在MSN 谈天骂架之类的
哈哈哈
另外一天她去做工
在我面子书留言

"Walao ~ very tired ah ==' Haha~~siao de"

LOL!
很dumb 对吗
自己说自己笑

每次叫我去巴都找她
不是我不想去啊!
是我得空时她不得空,
我不得空时她得空 =.=

直到那天
她叫我在四月尾载她去KL 的学院
问她要读的系
Mass Comm/ Multimedia

啊?!
跟我一样 Multimedia?
拉她来 Inti?
我没有那么坏啦!
让她自己选
她要去哪里就载她去哪里咯
我只能当她在 KL 的司机
谁叫她人生路不熟
KL 人又没有几个认识的

郭利莹
我在等你下来勒
不要放我飞机

谢谢


With Loves,
CPL =)

Monday, April 11, 2011

IM AMBICIOUS!

Yo readers! How ya doing? =) 

Im doing fine here, decided which college i wanted to go. Not going to change anymore, no one can change my mind! TOA? Dasein? Raffles? Too bad, im not going any Art and Design college dear. The chance for me to get Web Programmer job damn low ah! >.< I seriously wished that im a TOA student, graduate with a TOA cert damn proud wei. Did you say a designer got no future? Hey No! Even your underwear needs a designer babe! Heh! but im going for something wider ^^ BA Hons Internet and Multimedia Computing somthing like Web Design and Programming Technology! So I found that UCTI and Inti have this kind of degree course. ahhh? UCTI no life weih! everyday formal? you scare you wont be wearing when you work is it? =.= So, i'd choosen Inti. Subang or Nilai? Sorry dears, its Nilai. You know Subang... No parking, Jam, all those shit la... gotta wake up very early if i study there. Yes i know, full of entertainment right? Damn, im not going to waste my time and energy to find parking and stuck in the traffic jam. Nilai no entertainment right? Im worrying bout these shits too! You know, I cant sit on the chair properly right XD Well, there are mamak stalls there.. I can yamcha with my coursemate and sports there every night. Oh ya, dont cha forget im a sociable person. I have friends staying at seremban too! They promised to bring me to Melaka for cendol and Port Dickson for the DIRTYBITCH! Thats so freaking near eh! LoL! ROFL! BTW, my dengkil friends are studying there too. They asked me transfer to SMK Dengkil since Form4, but in the end I still stay at Puchong until I graduated. Now, im going to have my life with the Dengkil peeps! 4years with em yeah~  
A very common conversation now days
"Which college you enrolled?"
"Inti Nilai"
"Har?! You want go so far meh?" / "Go so far for what? I miss you leh..." / "Eh... dont go la.."
Im not like.... going there and not coming back. -.- I'll be back if I dont have assignment la. Well, before this im actually planned to take ELS Programme at Columbia International College, Canada. 3months programme at Canada sounds fun right? but the intake was over when i search for it. So so so regret to work dy. I missed out the chance to have fun with foreigners. Watching the snow falls, wearing blue uniform and grey skirt. What if i take this programme huh? Leaving M'sia for 3months then come back on April and go Nilai Inti for May intake? ahhhhh? My family will be very bored at home i think. Like they have the only 1 son =.=

ELS Programme, I WILL JOIN! But of course not now and not in Canada. Its located at USJ.... of course it wont be as fun as Columbia la! Why not going Canada? Hello, graduate from degree still go Canada for ELS Programme for what since i can take it at Msia? HONESTLY! Im a very ambitious girl. I wanted to go for Master after degree. Yes, OVERSEA! 

Its not crap, its my dream! Who knows someday i really success in the future? IM AMBITIOUS, yea.. So what?! Better than those who've no direction and no plan for future. -.- And you think after degree I'll accept those job that giving 1.5k - 2.1k salary? SERIOUSLY, NO! I rather become jobless! What for I waste 70k + to finish my degree if you give me 1.5k - 2.1k salary? I can just start working after my SPM by getting 1.2k salary, those promoter jobs i can even get 2k and above! That 70k i can bank in to bank and gain interest. Can count maan... I start from 1.2k, after 4years... I bet the salary range will be 2k and above, plus the interest you gained and 70k? How much you've? COUNT IT YOURSELF!

Somehow, i think im over ambicious.... For certain people, being ambitious is good but for some others, being ambitious is bad. Well, I dont know what to say. I know im very AMBITIOUS la although I dont know I'll success in future or not. Of course, I will fight for it and who know's 2012 will be real huh? Only God knows right.


Ahhhh... enough la. Good Night peeps!

With Loves,
CPL =)

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

result & studies

Guess what im going to post? heh, its my result!

3A, 2B, 3C, 1D, 1E
Satisfy yet disappointing. >.<
English and Science, seriously.... I never aim A for it! duhhhhhh..... suprisingly i got A. LOL! History and BM, this 2 subjects got me MAD and GAGA! Damn... im working so hard for it but i get shit grades. Subjects that i really put in my hard work get shit grades, while subjects i dint put in my efford i get A. Oh, this is so bullshitting! ICT i got a Boy, never mind... Thats acceptable as im not feeling well on that day. Moral, the same day with ICT paper. I got a Boy too. Yeah, just forget bout it. And yo! i passed my Add Maths babey! Well, im satisfied with it la. At least i never fail any subject la.

Now, Im getting mad and mad bout my further studies. I mean which college to go...
The One Academy? IACT? Raffles? Dasein?
and what's the difference between Multimedia & Digital Media?

IM SO LOST!!!!

With Loves,
CPL =)

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Craps.

Its been almost 1month i never update my blog. Sorry, im busy as i have a lot of freelance jobs on March.

Yeah, stopped working at Isara due to some problems. Spam working like no one's business. Never sleep for almost 2weeks but at least i had my nap. You might think, why im so free although i have a lot of jobs right? Here's the answer, because all the jobs are very relax and not much things to do. After working for all the roadshows and events, come home and continue my data entry again. Thats my life, hardworking for no reasons, no aim. No, no, no... i have my own aim. MacBook Pro and Swiss Made watch are my aims but I dont think MacBook I need to pay for it. LOL! Well, watch definitely I'll buy it myself. Thats a MUST every year! Working so hard everyday, it makes me busy and i never think of you, bro. =)

Oh yeah... Most of the leng luis dont catch my eyes. BUT!!!! A very gorgeous girl caught my eyes at TOA today. OMG!!! The way she talk... arghh!! same age with me, so gorgeous and friendly enough. She ask for my phone number so she can contact me when she want to buy but too bad. Im dint give it to her. I asked her to call directly to office. Wonder why im so stupid =.=''''' And hor! there're a lot of GAY ASS at TOA. I seriously cant stand their napet style. LOL!

Kayssss. Enough update. Bye!

With Loves,
CPL =)

Friday, February 18, 2011

party girl?

CNY ended. I wanna gamble again =/ LOL! enough crapping.

Wanna tell you guys that im pretty sure that im not that kind of party girl. During this CNY, relatives keep on asking me.. why this why that... everyone thought im a party girl now. =.= Hey, I follow Keys to that kind of place (bar, bistro, pubs or clubs[if @live count as a club]?) doesnt mean i had turn into a party girl. Honestly, she bring me together with her since im 15. Yes, I admit that I started to drink since 15. You guys will never know why i drink. Its because Im trying to help her. She has to drive, I dont want her to drunk. I know this isnt a good method but do you think I can stop her from drinking? Tequilas, Magaritas, Cocktails, Vodka & Beers.. Everything I tried before except Brandy. You know what? I had success to stop her from smoking and hookah-ing. At least, she never buy cigg herself now.

I rejected to drink with her since Dec until now. I dont know why I have this kind of mindset. When people ask "You drink?" & I answer "Yes". Its not proud at all. Although I listen to bomb song, but it doesnt mean im a party girl too. So, please dont misunderstand. I'll never ask people to drink, I'll only drink when people request. Thats all.

With Loves,
CPL =)
 

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

random updates

Hello readers! Happy CNY!

Im doing well now. Crapping and Gossiping with the childish PIC in shop everyday. Yeah, we're damn free! We play poker cards, watch dramas, making ugly faces to each other & bla bla bla. Of course, the relationships with all the staffs are getting closer and closer. "tu tu" mouth, i learn from him =D You guys can call me salesgirl, as i am! Do you know, running sales are something very fun? XD hahahahaha! Sales person always hold 2side of faces. So, beware of me =) Honestly, Im telling the truth. We used to "tam" customers, if it makes them happy~ hahaha! Thats why, beware of my sweet mouth. haha! 70% are fake XD

Lets talk bout my CNY. I enjoy my cny very much. I went out every night with relatives or friends. Gamble non stop, winning non stop too! HOLD ON! I lost RM140 within 5mins. My god, listen to me! Never play Between in your life! Angpao? Compare to past few years, consider very less not include office angpao, Guan & Tim's pocket money. Well, i am proud to be who i am. I got extra pocket money from Guan & Tim. They only gave it to me among all my relatives, even my brother dint get it too. I just dont know why >.< Somehow, its kinda dangerous.

Everyone's asking "hey, where's your bf?". I was like.... huh?!, another question from my cousin "No bf? how bout gf?".... oh no, what happen to them? ~.~ Okay, will upload my cny photos once i get it. Stay tune =)



LYK, SLEEP NOW!
Your budak kecik speaks,
CPL <3