simply~

hello, GEEKS! ;P

duhhh! i knew there's no one reading my blog ady la! 

"tracks of my tears" 

i can still post and read myself right? =D

but i dont really know what to post la. 

Recently? FIFA Fever! bet like siao! I even won my father! haha!

Oh yeah, the day i won MTV World Stage Ticket. I really cant believe that i won. lol~

I went to Bkt Tinggi Jusco to watch The A-Team. Well, the second times. Who cares? I dont need to pay a cent! hahaha! At first i thought Karate Kid. Aiyo! Then came back around 2.15am+ We canceled our yam cha session since all of them are tired. I came home and continue to watch drama. Time flew~ 3.59am. POP! a message from baobei via MSN. She told me 30seconds more to win the ticket. I click in and play for fun lo but then I won. LOL! wahaha! I should thanks her for telling me, if not i wont have a chance to win that. =) Thanks yo!

Last Friday, means 3days ago la! I went Sunway with Wantan, Boy & Fox. Madeah! I sibeh tired after coming back from school. I hold another invitation for almost 1 week since they always say i FFK them. ==ll Luckily, I had fun. LOL! Took quite lot of photos but i look sohai! HAHAHA! I saw OWL's stuff twice. It remind me of KAY SAY YEING. lol~ Reached home around 10.45pm. Tim called up for yam cha. PengShen's gf spot check him! lmao! damn funny lo. Oh ya! They forced me to change shirt. wtf! That pant i wore to Sunway should wear to Pavillion lo! End up, i wore the red polo shirt and sport pant to Pavillion. Shit! and then hor, this night i dont know what happen to me. I locked 1 lock only. Suppose to be 3 but i only locked 1. SOME MORE! I left the keys on the lock there. THEN! Wood Door never lock. IN ADDITIONAL! alarm never on. I kena scolded like hell. I dont think my father will let me go out till late night now. ='( WHY IM SO CARELESS!

Saturday, I went Lowyat and asked the price of PSP with Keys. Then headed to Pavillion to seek for my Charles & Keith shoe. MEHHHHHHHHH! wtf! no more dy! Cotton on opposite, we visited. Oh! TMD! Fitting room was so packed. CB! Then headed to Lot 10 and 7pm rushed home to watch Golden Melody Awards! YO MAN! Amei/Amit got 6 prizes out of 10! Amit HWAT & SEXY! 626 was her day! Isaac Chen was so handsome with the Western Suit but he wore sport shoe. ==lll and Eason never get any prize =(

Sunday, suppose to go Paciffic with SokFan but suddenly she say dont want. After awhile, got shopping plan! Went 1U~ siao hor? 1 week 3days continuous shopping. >.< went Zara again! No size! FML! Guess Kids no sales, poor thing! I bought 2shirts from Kitschen. Mentioned Kitschen? I sibeh dulan! They threw the sale item in seperate 2 sections. They never put neatly, never fold nicely, never arrange! I was like WTF?! I cari and cari~ get 2 pieces tried and paid. Seriously, x da mood to find lo. SWT! thought their outlet will have more choices but... walao! peik ceik! then i went to Charles and Keith to seek for that. Sad Thing~ No more also == haihhh... Fuck My Life la!

Wanna shop again! NOT SATISFIED!
like that i wont simply think ==ll wallet bleed better than heart bleed. you know i know what happen la. hmmm.. I think not even 1 here know. But i know God & Alex knew what happen though i cant face to face tell them. =)

zzzz watching fifa now. bye!

as time goes by....

as time goes by,the distance between friends are getting far :'(

agree with me? haih.... 

so sad duhh.. 

sobs, just can wish you have a good journey ahead! 

did something crazy today.
dont like to wake up so early but today...
hahahaha~ release my sadness/ stress ah!


followed pet to her college. 
well, who knows maybe its mine next year? LOL!
depend what course i taking la. 


gonna wait pet till 12pm. 
AWW! sitting at old town white coffee.
gonna seek for nice cafe or starbucks later. 

call me

Just finished talking on the phone with ***. hahaha! You must be very frustrated la now. I wanna sleep but i still pick up your phone call. lol~ Im so damn outdated before this. =.=ll haiyo~ not fun already la now! I cant play with you anymore. I rather i dont know anything so that i can continue to play/bully you leh. lmao! well, i hope that you can "enjoy" your life now. hehehehe ^^ dont whack me~

give me a call whenever you need me.

dont bother im sleeping or anything. 

im always ready for you.  

i may borrow you my ears and shoulder.

lost post~

12/6/10
1200am I dont even know the time since my phone was with yongyin. Went down from the bus and they sang Happy Birthday song for me. I was kinda blur since i just woke up. LOL! im so >.< paiseh! They sang more than 20 times. The auntie who sent us home also shocked. Then, i received a call from baobei. She wished me and Auntie Zanne too. duhhh... i was damn blur that time. haha! doesnt really know what she said. While waiting for Melvin, we crapped. We waited him for almost half and hour. 12.30am finally he came. They ran to his car. Sweat~ Yyin keep on asking those lame questions when she was lighting up the cake because she thought i dont know. HAHA! Actually BiaoMei bocor it already. She said "He got lighter meh? He got buy or not?" but i pretend i dont know anything. I celebrated my birthday inside the car. lmao~ We went to Kyi's house to finish up the cake because its melting. At night, i went to YeeHow's Party. I knew its weird. Its my day but i went to friend's party. Just because im too free, thats why i choose to attend to friend's party. I received chocolates from choiwan, jen & baobei. Thanks yo! btw, Special Thanks to Pak Khan, Vivian, Kher Yi, Yong Yin & Melvin for the Baskin Robin Ice-cream Cake. I know it cost a lot! HAHA! and not forgot all those who wished me! I dont mind through phone sms or facebook. THANKS! =)

Simple birthday i had as i always dont take "birthday" as -a very special day-. The only not same was I celebrated my birthday inside a car. LOL~~ 

duhhh... i am thinking.. which pasar malam i should go this Thursday?

SS2 or OUG?

gonna go with who this time?

tomorrow Coughnut or not?

update la!

aww gawd! i MIA-ed for dont know how many weeks la.

5/6/10

I went K.Selangor with my friends. Tekyi & his friend came down to KL too! we crapped a lot. LOL! We ate seafoods! thats really delicious! =) then we went to see fireflies! 10bucks person. hehe... thats awesome and beautiful la! the trees were like x'mas tree. guess what? i caught em! sounds fun right? yea! fun2damaxyo! KokGuan remember my house. thats something unbelievable ><

6/6/10

celebrated Jen's birthday at Cone Pizza. wow! i wanted to go there long time ago and finally i went~ well, i went IOI with pet since she asked me to accompany her. hahahaha! she wanna buy BB cream lo. FA HIAO ar!!! lol. she's gonna whack me if she see this >.<

6/7/10

went to Kyi's birthday party. its a very normal birthday party, nothing much special. hmm... i enjoyed the gamble session. We had sex talk. xD hahahaha! these ruins me crazy lo! Its like only me, meiyen & teckmeng talking bout it. Others just listened and laughed with us. haha~ i had lots of fun la! hope kyi like the converse shoe la. x)

OH FUCK! I LOST MY 12/6/10 POST! CB! NVM.. I WILL UPDATE AGAIN SOON. DUHHHH!!

528! 好希望能回到昨天.

528? 大日子啦~

527

儿，莹，马 来我家过夜。很不幸的，停电！哈哈！11点多晚上，停电~ 他妈的！吓死我咯。然后没事做就出去外面等他们。chen fai 他们经过，还问我要不要上云顶。 LOL~ 然后一下子，他们就到了。可怜的家伙，来到就停电。文仁带"赛"?! 当天哦，我5点才睡 == 俐莹啦~ 烂睡到要死！不懂睡还是不睡好，怕睡下去压到她的手和脚。一个人睡两个位置~ 睡觉姿势丑到！后悔没有拍下来啊~ 哈哈哈！

528

9点就起来了咯~ 那个静鬼的电话啦！一直 loli lolipop == 吵到要死~ 可是她又不关哦，因为她以为有人会帮她关。哈哈哈！那里知道每个人还继续睡~ 我的闹钟响了后就醒了。 那3个还在睡~ 天啊！原来我不是最懒的那个咯。起来刷牙就看康熙啦！哈哈哈~ 很白痴吧？静鬼是第一个准备好的啦~ 化妆要化整个钟的家伙~ 哈哈！然后阿马就去冲凉咯。好了后，那个最懒的还在赖床哦~ >< 她准备好后还要化妆哦~ 还好是淡淡的！要不然就搞到更迟了~ 老爸载我们去吃早餐然后就送我们到 KL 咯。啊！他明明说要出去的咯，还我犹豫那么久要不要叫他载~ 但是最后他还是载了。LOL~

到了那边哦，就去报到咯~ 很少人啦。本来要找侨筝他们的，可是我们最后决定去找爱丽丝。在决定的当儿，我们很像招待员咯。一直有认识的进来。哈哈~ 过后我们就去了 SG WANG & TIME SQUARE。见到爱丽丝~啊！很年轻咯 == 整个小妹妹的样子~ 哈哈！还有人走到迷路。==""" 不好笑啦~ TS 那么大，而且他们又不是 KL 人。集了小眼睛和应川就回去 hotel 咯。看到很多人啦~ 哈哈！我还忘了几个人的名字咯。我就叫他们的花名啦，比较容易记嘛~ 晚宴开始了，更多人来咯~ 每个感情还是很好啦，没有陌生的感觉。越玩越疯 >< 一直拍照拍照。我的相机到很迟才动。 因为一些没带相机，我就去跟他们拍咯。有带的，拍了又拍干嘛啦~ 多与的，对不对？一样的照片~ （可是今天我后悔了 T.T）11点多晚上结束咯~ 就坐了民慧的车回咯。回到家已经12 点多了。每个就一直看特刊都不要冲凉。很多感言都很好笑啦~ 1点多2点每个就睡了。阿马回了bp，只有俐莹跟我睡床，她还是那么烂睡！噢卖尬！我整个人差一点掉下床 == 她的脚跨过来我那里咯（起来后我就告诉她，她说她以为我是抱枕~ 有点炸到 ==），我就硬硬踢她回去。哈哈哈！天~~ 我真的没看过那么烂睡的人咯！

529

我叫他们 7 点起来，可是8点多才起来。今天很像没听到静鬼的loli lolipop 咯，可是就听到俐莹的RAR RAR BAD ROMANCE == 她电话在桌上，我就把它放在她的旁边咯。放罢了哦，没有帮她关了就继续睡觉！ZZZZZ~~~ 还以为她会起来的。 CHEH~ 10点多载他们到康乐 McD~ 他们下马六甲，我看到很多人咯。T.T 本来我现在应该是在马六甲的咯！结果咧！在这里打部落。因为一些问题，所以没有去。早知道直接说我跟他们下马六甲啦！我就不用在这里打部落 == 可是也好啦，能读书。准备我的 ICT 科~ 可是我还是觉得下马六甲好。哈哈！算了啦~ 反正我比那些昨天没去晚宴的好~ 哼！

你们调皮&稚气的小猪 =)

大海

如果大海能够唤回曾经的爱
就让我用一生等待

Chang Yu-Sheng sings out my feelings.

the first song, that i can play my guitar and sing with it.

why God take him away from me?

I regret i never appreciate him when he's here with me.

I cant compensate anymore.

well, maybe im too free.

and i really think the past.

Im freaking emo this night.

the very first time, i sing till cried.

it mean a lot to me.

Brother, i miss you.

can you hear me?

I NEED YOU TO KNOW YOU OWNED THE FIRST POSITION IN MY HEART!

FOREVER & EVER!

no one can take your place though you're not here with me anymore.

i really want you to know!

can you hear me there?!

GOD, BRING ALEX BACK TO ME!