Tracks Of My Tears

Monday, August 13, 2012

did i mention before that a swimming academy offered me a swimming instructor scholarship? have been a very hard time to decide to apply for that or not. after 3 weeks consideration, i decided to apply for it as it is what i want long time ago. the pay is good, as in so much better that those suckish promoter jobs, even better than those who works in da club. unhealthy, dangerous, smokey, dirty people with dirty minded perhaps? LOL well, its fact. i guide and instruct kids and i get paid. healthy job im doing right. i dont take it as a job, i take it as an interest, a hobby. was based in bukit jalil at first, doing good there. hahahaha indoor stadium, so i wont get tanned or sun burn :D but then, they transfer me to panasonic shah alam which is an outdoor stadium. the pool is deep -.- but 1 thing i love is people there are friendly and young hahahaha! peepos in bkt jalil are friendly too, but they are all like 25++ LOL! well, overall for both places not bad la. my next target will be DiveMaster :D

recently walking too close with S. he came KL to study, dont really has friend here. the cat sms-ed him that day. hope it's not something bad. i totally ignored the cat. he even came to Puchong. i was like wtf?! staying at Puchong now? i hope i wont bump into him, not even receiving a message from him. been receiving message from facebook few days ago but i replied text that he doesnt know what to reply. hahahahaha! i can only be sarcasm to him. i seriously dont wanna meet this psycho cat anymore. from nilai to puchong Zzzzz madness weih!

Sunday, July 29, 2012

My brain is totally blank, no idea what kind of life i have. Sorry for scolding and being rude to you people. Too many unfortunate stuffs happened on me. One thing i really afraid of for now which is when my close friends treat me too good. The fear where i couldnt have the strength to fight with......................... i mean, im happy to be alone.

Monday, July 23, 2012

July July

July is totally a death month to me. Been having a very hard times struggling with this and that.

Road Block - checked
Clinic - checked
Hosp Emergency - checked
Electrocardiography ECG check up - checked
Car Accident - checked

i left 1 more - X-ray. i hope i no need to step in to Sun Med again.
If my heart doesnt burn or cramp again. Im safe from x-ray.

Please........ leave me as fast as possible, July.

Me no like you.
Me no love you.
Me hates you to da max!

Saturday, June 30, 2012

screwdriver

designer or screwdriver?

INTI ADVERTISING POSTER

helping my stupid friend to complete her assignment in

1 day before the submission date (Y)

no complaints

she's the one who taught me mathematics

and the ranting pillow of mine in INTI even now XD

for me this is just a simple poster,

but for her this is wuahhhh! god =__=

difference between the business and media technology student

even printed out and stick in her room

what can i say? hahaha

another upcoming assignment from her

that assignment is really sucking my brain juice

own graphic assignment

spiderman isnt my choice at first

but after visited to the cinema i decided to work on spiderman

edited quite a few times

because of my own dissatisfaction

come to the final design

im still worrying for not getting an Ace on this subject

a being forced website design (without footer)

which i have to submit in half day time

all thanks to my "assignment aggressive" leader

now he want to come out with 1 fully graphical design in 1 day

LOL

what? i cant take this seriously

spelled my angry sentiments

and now i have 2weeks to come out with

3 fully graphical design :D

i enjoy what im doing :D

but when come to the group work

please dont treat me as your screwdriver

a little place to keep my work

the use of internet

nah, this is the IT geek

*run!*

and i cant help myself from running man

LOL

Sunday, June 24, 2012

她比我还要厉害乱想
看她最近是真的很没心情

你，好好安慰她吧 :D
我们一天不线不会死的
哈哈哈哈

在乎越多，失去越多

_____________________________________

男人女人

你，癫够了吗？
追求你的男人，也是人
自己的钱难赚，他们的钱不难赚吗？
他们应该养你的娱乐费吗？
你自己想想好不好
他追求你，他没有钱难道他会告诉你吗？
宁愿不吃都帮你付就有啦 =__=

追求你的男人，就要帮你付钱
什么道理？你告诉我
这是谁说的道理？

追求你的男人因为你没有男友而追求你
这种男人，能要的吗？

你每次只会疯癫，投诉这样那样
你自己有没有站在别人的立场那里想？
不是我不要挺你，是因为我看不到为什么我要挺你

me with my philosophy
fuck off if you dont like
im just saying what i think
accept or not is your choice
shoot me back if you think im wrong
is ok for you to ignore me now
find me back whenever you want :)