Saturday, June 30, 2012

screwdriver

designer or screwdriver?

INTI ADVERTISING POSTER
helping my stupid friend to complete her assignment in 
1 day before the submission date (Y)
no complaints
she's the one who taught me mathematics
and the ranting pillow of mine in INTI even now XD
for me this is just a simple poster,
but for her this is wuahhhh! god =__=
difference between the business and media technology student
even printed out and stick in her room
what can i say? hahaha 
another upcoming assignment from her
that assignment is really sucking my brain juice


own graphic assignment
spiderman isnt my choice at first
but after visited to the cinema i decided to work on spiderman
edited quite a few times
because of my own dissatisfaction 
come to the final design
im still worrying for not getting an Ace on this subject


a being forced website design (without footer) 
which i have to submit in half day time
all thanks to my "assignment aggressive" leader
 now he want to come out with 1 fully graphical design in 1 day
LOL
what? i cant take this seriously
spelled my angry sentiments
and now i have 2weeks to come out with 
3 fully graphical design :D 


i enjoy what im doing :D
but when come to the group work
please dont treat me as your screwdriver

a little place to keep my work
the use of internet

nah, this is the IT geek
*run!*



and i cant help myself from running man
LOL

Sunday, June 24, 2012

她比我还要厉害乱想
看她最近是真的很没心情

你,好好安慰她吧 :D
我们一天不线不会死的
哈哈哈哈

在乎越多,失去越多

_____________________________________

男人女人

你,癫够了吗?
追求你的男人,也是人
自己的钱难赚,他们的钱不难赚吗?
他们应该养你的娱乐费吗?
你自己想想好不好
他追求你,他没有钱难道他会告诉你吗?
宁愿不吃都帮你付就有啦 =__=

追求你的男人,就要帮你付钱
什么道理?你告诉我
这是谁说的道理?

追求你的男人因为你没有男友而追求你
这种男人,能要的吗?

你每次只会疯癫,投诉这样那样
你自己有没有站在别人的立场那里想?
不是我不要挺你,是因为我看不到为什么我要挺你

me with my philosophy
fuck off if you dont like
im just saying what i think
accept or not is your choice
shoot me back if you think im wrong
is ok for you to ignore me now
find me back whenever you want :)



Thursday, June 21, 2012

a video that worth my tears


i tried to hold my tears, but end up i still failed

everyone post LOVE LIFE
or maybe they post just because of their idols
i dont give a fuck

after watching this video
which took 1hour of my time
i finally understand what's LOVE LIFE
believe me
this video worth your 1 hour time


with loves,
ESTHER

Sunday, June 17, 2012

累了,泪了

最近很累真的很累,终于累倒到也泪了

physical and mentally tired.

总总的压力令我真的很压力
那只打死不走的猫最近也成了我压力之一
还是第一次有我做到那么绝然后打死不走的男生

昨晚睡了
就是不想现在的我发生

不说了
做功课去

Monday, February 27, 2012

DAMN

DAMN! IM COLLAPSED RIGHT NOW!

FUCK! WHY? SAW SOMETHING I SHOULDNT HAVE SEE!

FUCK WHY?!!!!




Friday, February 17, 2012

hello 2012 :)

Hey readers! How are you guys doing? So this will be my first post for 2012! Sorry for not updating :D Im living happily, no depress, no stress, no sad, no emo etc. Well, what i can say? Chilling.

I just feel like blogging now, so here i am. did ya miss me? LOL

Semester 3. 
Too much of holidays. Yes, im complaining. I cant recalled what i've learn after so much of holidays and funs i had. 3 subjects for this semester, yeah kinda free and relax. No, ITS NOT! Feeling stress and thinking too much lately. All about studies. You guys know how sucks im in dealing with numbers. This is the 5th week of sem 3. I realized that i cant think logically which make me having difficulties to solve some Adv Maths questions and also Programming Coding. Was so freak out with that. 

I was the first one who made appointment to demo my system for the first week. So lol.. I dont know why most of my classmates thought that im clever and smart. Then my phone non stop ringing for few days, keep asking me to teach and asking how to do this and that. So ridiculous! Just because of im the first one who demo? I've to admit that im good in practical but not theory :P Im not as good as what you guys think, just an ordinary IT student whom sucks in mathematics. 

Besides, i've some ego classmates. After the Programming test, she teased me "Esther, i know you very pro. Keep ask Sir questions." I was like huh? I dont understand what the question want, of course i needa ask to get it solved. When it comes to mathematics, I asked them to teach me and this is what they said "I also dont know how to do lar... How to teach you?" with full solving methods on the paper. Yor, wtf? I meant not all of them, only the ego ones. Never mind, i bear with it :)

I hate and blamed that why im not god in dealing with numbers? why i cant think simple? why.. why.. and why... Adv Maths, i know it's not that hard. but how can i get the question solved if i cant think logically? 1 took 1hour to finished up 1 question which is only 8marks. While for Maths, im totally blanked as usual. Havta type coding to complete my final project every week from this week on. Im feeling lifeless anyway.  I cant sleep well every night. Expected life for an IT student. 

Enough of all these rantings, time is precious. It does not wait anyone of us. Should invest my time more in coding LOL macam very serious hor? hahahaha but not kidding. Hitting the sack now! :D


P/S: My soul isnt with me. 

With Loves,
CPL :)



    

Saturday, December 10, 2011

another insomnia night


Hello people there, it's been a long freaking time isnt it. Sorry though, im not as chilling as i was for past few weeks. Semester 2 is ending soon, so effing fast. No doubt, life's treating me bad. Finals started today. Time elapsed and raced with me as i played with the time. You're absolutely right, doesnt sound like im winning after all. Indeed, im losing. Never mind, im still alive, steady peeps. Okay now, enjoy my journal.

Im going to end all these shitty days by next Thursday! Gahh, yet i couldnt really enjoy my semester break as i've to do research for next semester's Programming subject. Told ya, life aint treating me good! So you better treat me good as you can. Had my Moral paper today, and hahahaha. No comment anyway. Too lazy and sluggish to study. Kpop all night long with friends but still i managed to study in the morning and answered the questions. Not bad though.

Having English paper next Monday. Talking bout English, coursework mark is disappointing. Never mind, i know i screwed my whole presentation. Collapsed for quite a while after this presentation. Thought that Sir wouldnt care that much like what he did during Semester 1, fall asleep during presentation but i was totally WRONG. Did 0bit preparation for it, thats why i choose not to complain. Assignments and project might be a main caused? i dont care, it's over. Just hoping that i'll not score a lower grade than last semester. At least maintain at B+. im feeling like a total complete failure as my mandarin sucks and i just earned an Okay standard for English Language level. 

Database paper falls on Tuesday. Frankly speaking, i seriously hate database since the first class. I dont know what the heck im studying. I hate it even more when we need to develop a system for our project. Im proud that i passed my Test 1. LOL it's really unexpected. Guess what? After developed a system for my project, i love this subject a lot. Its all about satisfaction. Though this project kinda ruined my days and pissed me off all the time, but i seriously satisfied with it. After test 2, im even more into it. I spent my whole night studied for it and i managed to answer most of the questions within 45mins. Look what my EGO classmate said, "finished the earliest doesnt mean that she can score a high mark." You know what? End up she still sms-ed me and asked for answer. owwwwwwww :O C'mon, it's just a small matter. Just ignore it and do what i can.

Next will be ITP. phew~ I spent 1week to finish this blardy assignment. What to do? I'd a crazy lecturer, the more he torture us, the more he feels happy. Both test failed, less than 80. Epic failed for my beloved lecturer, both i scored 72 only. Everyone is afraid of him for presentation. Aww, he's famous in that. Dont know how many students cried because he cant keep his evil mouth shut during presentation. To be honest, i did 65% preparation only. im so daring. LOL! First few presenters are unlucky, im lucky to be the last 2 presenters. He's actually playing with us but not stressing us. Surprised us so much! Presentations went smoothly and managed to answer the question. Heeeee~ i never worry bout my both IT subjects, its my major anyway.

Maths will be the last paper. I got no comment on this subject. As those who know me well, my maths sucks to the TERABYTE. All I want is a PASS. Surprisingly, the coursework mark higher than english coursework mark. Im speechless. Maths and English, please dont be my nightmare. Thank You.

RM330+ flew to heaven, just because of my carelessness. Aint my day. Bye! 

With Loves,
CPL :/