Saturday, December 10, 2011

another insomnia night


Hello people there, it's been a long freaking time isnt it. Sorry though, im not as chilling as i was for past few weeks. Semester 2 is ending soon, so effing fast. No doubt, life's treating me bad. Finals started today. Time elapsed and raced with me as i played with the time. You're absolutely right, doesnt sound like im winning after all. Indeed, im losing. Never mind, im still alive, steady peeps. Okay now, enjoy my journal.

Im going to end all these shitty days by next Thursday! Gahh, yet i couldnt really enjoy my semester break as i've to do research for next semester's Programming subject. Told ya, life aint treating me good! So you better treat me good as you can. Had my Moral paper today, and hahahaha. No comment anyway. Too lazy and sluggish to study. Kpop all night long with friends but still i managed to study in the morning and answered the questions. Not bad though.

Having English paper next Monday. Talking bout English, coursework mark is disappointing. Never mind, i know i screwed my whole presentation. Collapsed for quite a while after this presentation. Thought that Sir wouldnt care that much like what he did during Semester 1, fall asleep during presentation but i was totally WRONG. Did 0bit preparation for it, thats why i choose not to complain. Assignments and project might be a main caused? i dont care, it's over. Just hoping that i'll not score a lower grade than last semester. At least maintain at B+. im feeling like a total complete failure as my mandarin sucks and i just earned an Okay standard for English Language level. 

Database paper falls on Tuesday. Frankly speaking, i seriously hate database since the first class. I dont know what the heck im studying. I hate it even more when we need to develop a system for our project. Im proud that i passed my Test 1. LOL it's really unexpected. Guess what? After developed a system for my project, i love this subject a lot. Its all about satisfaction. Though this project kinda ruined my days and pissed me off all the time, but i seriously satisfied with it. After test 2, im even more into it. I spent my whole night studied for it and i managed to answer most of the questions within 45mins. Look what my EGO classmate said, "finished the earliest doesnt mean that she can score a high mark." You know what? End up she still sms-ed me and asked for answer. owwwwwwww :O C'mon, it's just a small matter. Just ignore it and do what i can.

Next will be ITP. phew~ I spent 1week to finish this blardy assignment. What to do? I'd a crazy lecturer, the more he torture us, the more he feels happy. Both test failed, less than 80. Epic failed for my beloved lecturer, both i scored 72 only. Everyone is afraid of him for presentation. Aww, he's famous in that. Dont know how many students cried because he cant keep his evil mouth shut during presentation. To be honest, i did 65% preparation only. im so daring. LOL! First few presenters are unlucky, im lucky to be the last 2 presenters. He's actually playing with us but not stressing us. Surprised us so much! Presentations went smoothly and managed to answer the question. Heeeee~ i never worry bout my both IT subjects, its my major anyway.

Maths will be the last paper. I got no comment on this subject. As those who know me well, my maths sucks to the TERABYTE. All I want is a PASS. Surprisingly, the coursework mark higher than english coursework mark. Im speechless. Maths and English, please dont be my nightmare. Thank You.

RM330+ flew to heaven, just because of my carelessness. Aint my day. Bye! 

With Loves,
CPL :/ 




Thursday, November 10, 2011

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

life in inti :)


Life in Inti
can be

crazy
happy
sad
depressed
angry
loss
emo
funny
shock
expressionless
love
confused
war
frustrated
sigh
dead
alone
peace

what else? *winks*
but if you give me a chance to choose again
i'll not choose Inti@Nilai LOL

Help
Others
Power
Eternity


With Loves,
CPL :)

Sunday, October 23, 2011

holiday!

Holla everyone! 
Its my holiday and i should give an update
since im not that FREE now days :D

was kinda busy studying
Test1 :O
and yeahhhhh ended LOL
how was it?
screwed all the paper especially Database and ENL
SERIOUSLY!

pissed off for almost the whole week
i dont know what's wrong with the people there
brainless and irresponsible human
damn it

JAYESSLEE!
they're youtube sensation
was struggling yesterday 
whether i should to their concert or not
cause i still can meet them in church for FREE
but end up i still went XD

God made this pretty talented twins!
they shared their awesome testimony
yeah, praise the lord!

 Sonia and Janice!

 I personally love Sonia! :D
envy her guitar playing skills so much

guess what?
i bumped into Jayesslee in the toilet LOL
just right infront of me
 they look so gorgeous and so sweet!

worth watching
awesome performance :)

This morning i went CHCKL to watch their live performance again
I was like...
hmmm... since i watched their concert yesterday
should i go today?

yeah my brain immediately pop up
"hello, its a service. why not? 
arent you supposed to be at church every sunday?"
shout Hossanna!

Jayesslee in City Harvest Church KL this morning.

May God's name be glorified!
truly blessed


With Loves,
CPL :)

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Party week :D

The 5A4 BBQ Gathering Night :)
yeah, we're insane!






The Inti University Day 2011! :D
we turned the campus into a street club!
spot French & UK handsomieees!
Of course without DJ Skeletor, 
we will not able to party like that <3










Yo! the bitch birthday bash! :)
Thank you wantan helped me escape from them
TROLOLOLO!
love you muchhhhhhhhhhies






Shout Heee Yaaa Westlife!
Yeap, managed to get myself a ticket.
Cheapest one la of course, they aint Amei LOL xD
OMGee look at Shaneee! Mabeloved~
Backstreet boys, Boyzone, MLTR
when's you guys turn? D:











Gotta continue ma assignments :(
and ohhhhh ya!
fell down from the stairs and twisted my legs yesterday

emoooooo
imma an OKU now

PS: I found myself back for the whole week!
Halelujah!

With Loves,
CPL :)

Friday, September 23, 2011

refreshing!




Photos to keep my blog fresh.


I am not ME.
get it my message?

With Loves,
CPL =)

Sunday, September 18, 2011

life


absolutely, i want that kind of life.
the granny is chilling in the morning i guess?
drinking whiskey and sitting at the courtyard looking at the dark sky and green plants with the classical oldies on.
the stress or whatever annoys me in my mind are gone.
i can imagine my retired life. 

people will just laugh at me when i tell them i love country life
and i wished to live like that
having a pony as pet
how great it is.


it's Mr Dylan's chinese lunar birthday!
dated me out but late for almost 1hour.

he said
"you come out with me and how dare you reject to drink with me?
i wont let this happen!"
i was like
What The Phark?

never been this dizzy before
its suffer to be half drunk half sober
yeah till now i couldnt fall asleep.
thats why im giving an update XD

anyway, its great to chill out with him
as i emooo for quite a few days or weeks?
i hate myself being so miserable but i just couldnt stop it.
no worries,
i know how solve it
and what i want.

they tell me how much you care
i seriously not interested with it
and of course
i wont give a phark

NOTHING IS EASY.

RT I would rather be alone rather than pretend i feel alright.
YEAH! good night
may god bless you :)

With Loves,
CPL =)