refreshing!

Photos to keep my blog fresh.

I am not ME.

get it my message?

With Loves,

CPL =)

life

absolutely, i want that kind of life.

the granny is chilling in the morning i guess?

drinking whiskey and sitting at the courtyard looking at the dark sky and green plants with the classical oldies on.

the stress or whatever annoys me in my mind are gone.

i can imagine my retired life. 

people will just laugh at me when i tell them i love country life

and i wished to live like that

having a pony as pet

how great it is.

it's Mr Dylan's chinese lunar birthday!

dated me out but late for almost 1hour.

he said

"you come out with me and how dare you reject to drink with me?

i wont let this happen!"

i was like

What The Phark?

never been this dizzy before

its suffer to be half drunk half sober

yeah till now i couldnt fall asleep.

thats why im giving an update XD

anyway, its great to chill out with him

as i emooo for quite a few days or weeks?

i hate myself being so miserable but i just couldnt stop it.

no worries,

i know how solve it

and what i want.

they tell me how much you care

i seriously not interested with it

and of course

i wont give a phark

NOTHING IS EASY.

RT I would rather be alone rather than pretend i feel alright.

YEAH! good night

may god bless you :)

With Loves,

CPL =)

Run, baby run!

keep running.

but it never seemed to end.

is life all about giving up?

fell. hurt. fatigue.

till i couldnt get up?

dont worry,

im still standing very HARD.

close my eyes.

silence.

muted.

all i ever wanted.

so fade away.

i dont like to sway.

sleep to forget.

and never regret.

I dont know, feel like mixing around with people but i dont think i could fit in. Maybe its my attitude. My style of talking? My personality? My fault? Have been thinking a lot lately. Somehow dont feel like blogging nor talking. Keep everything in my heart, not telling anyone. Pretending im okay. Why im feeling so lost and hollow again? Flipped the Bible and i get nothing? Messed up all the verses. This is real terrible. Prayer prayer prayer. Oh headache!

With Loves,

CPL =)